I am trying to figure out why I'm struggling so much with the loss of my job and the jabs being made toward me. Was it my own fault? If so, accept that and move on. It's so much more complex than that. Is it the sense of failure that bothers me? Is it the injustice that bothers me? Is it simply being hurt by people who I thought were my friends? Is it regret that I didn't do more sooner? Is it embarrassment? Maybe it's all of those things. And still in the back of my mind (or my heart), I believe that it was time for me to go. Maybe this is the only way God could get me to leave. I felt such a commitment to the Center and the community.
Lord, please show me where to go from here. Emotionally and career-wise...and ministry-wise.
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